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Monday, June 8, 2009

Its been a long time and lots of things has happen.Sadly, i've also done a lot of things..stupid things to put it. And i've come to realise that i should never trust anyone easily...no matter how close i am to the person. Its true! Cause i don't ever want to get hurt ever again.....because somewhere deep within me...i seem to feel really painful..... like someone just stab me with a knife. Yeah..that feeling.
Especially when i found out something that i really don't want to ever happen to me.It might not mean anything to them or to anyone. But i felt it and at this moment i suddenly doubted..about everything that exist or use to exist.
Its not a great feeling to be betrayed if thats how its used.I don't know what to say anymore..i don't even know if i've been enjoying my life anymore. But one things for sure..no ones ever gonna understand me anymore.And no one will...cause things are gonna be very different from today onwards. And people force me to...i too wish it would never happen but since things has already reach this state then let it be.
Yeah...maybe it'll be better if everything just return to the way it was meant to be...yeah...maybe..

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